for some unknown reason i've been feeling really depressed since an hour ago.
maybe it's because i felt kinda guilty letting XL and Claris ( sometimes Joyce) to wait for me everytime.
and i also realised that i've been super concerned with my marks, whether its low or whatever. yes yes, i know i'm like that too for the past two years, but it seems that this year is different.
i really dont know, maybe its because i'm in Sec 3 already, and furthermore taking 3 Sciences which apparently all 3 Sciences are my weakest subjects.
i dont deny that its been fun in 3T2, decorating the class up or whatever, but the tension is there. scoring an almost -pass result for just a subject can pull u down right to the bottom of the class. not that my scores are horrible, but when mine are compared to the others, it makes MINE horrible, understood?
there i go again, comparing marks and stuff. maybe i'm really a toot kia?